Long Time Since ...

I think it would be cool to write a book, or a TV show, or a movie, like the screenplay, and then direct the movie. I have an I sea for a TV show, and I wrote the Bible for the Tv show, but when I tried to write the Pilot episode I fell flat. I didn't know how my characters talked, what they sounded like, how good their vocabulary was. I wan't to try again but I don't know, I already have the bible I'll write the pilot latter. I had idea for a movie, and the Idea is about my life. Tonight we had a celebration for me going off to college and on the way home I was asking about my birth. for example the day of the birth it was like to hold your baby as you were caring him down to the ICU. I asked about the nurses that helped, and I asked about what my older siblings were going through or more like, what they were thinking and how they reacted to the birth. my mom and dad where telling me how my older brother was so excited about sharing a room with his little brother, and how blissfully unaware how sick I was, but he was only four. My older sisters were more aware about what was going on, them being eight and nine. My oldest sister has always been wise beyond her years. I always said that she acted forty when she was only just starting college. anyway I have always wanted to ask her, her being the most aware of the situations at hand at the time, what she was thinking when she found out about me, and what she was feeling the day she met her baby brother for the first and probably last time, as far as she knew. I was more curious about her reaction because she was the most aware. even though she was only nine at the time, knowing her she was probably acting about thirteen. the younger of my two older sister often tells me how after she met me at the hospital she went back to school wearing the mask, and playing it off like she forgot that it was on the whole time cause she wanted to show her awesome mask off to her other class mates. that still brings me a smile. well, it's getting late, I better get going.

-Thanks for reading Something Jason