The One

wow two in one night, that's a record anyway, as I was finishing up my last one I was looking at my blog and I was thinking about a post I put on face book, about counting down the days till college and how once I'm there I want to meet my soul mate. My parents met in college and I have always loved those kinds of romances. I know it's unlikely, but sometimes I like to hope. I was watching "500 days of summer" the movie, which is actually a movie I dislike greatly, only because of the ending, anyway I was mainly concentrating on the actually happy and positive parts in their relationship, and I loved that. I liked when they went to "IKEA" and played house in all the different set-ups in the store, like the kitchen and the living room. Oh, and I loved the part were the guy has just fallen in love and it turns into the big musical number to the song "You make my dreams come true" and everyone gets involved and it's happy and unrealistically wonderful. I love that, I want that in a relationship. someone commented on the post on Facebook and said that me wanting to find my soul mate was cute, which I get that, but I didn't do it to be cute, I did cause it's true. when someone says cute, well, cute is what you say to a five year old when they say they want to be president, or a princess. I don't know that just how I see it. so I hope theirs "the one" out there for me, and maybe she will be on campus or maybe I'll meet her when I'm forty.

-Thank you for reading Something Jason

Long Time Since ...

I think it would be cool to write a book, or a TV show, or a movie, like the screenplay, and then direct the movie. I have an I sea for a TV show, and I wrote the Bible for the Tv show, but when I tried to write the Pilot episode I fell flat. I didn't know how my characters talked, what they sounded like, how good their vocabulary was. I wan't to try again but I don't know, I already have the bible I'll write the pilot latter. I had idea for a movie, and the Idea is about my life. Tonight we had a celebration for me going off to college and on the way home I was asking about my birth. for example the day of the birth it was like to hold your baby as you were caring him down to the ICU. I asked about the nurses that helped, and I asked about what my older siblings were going through or more like, what they were thinking and how they reacted to the birth. my mom and dad where telling me how my older brother was so excited about sharing a room with his little brother, and how blissfully unaware how sick I was, but he was only four. My older sisters were more aware about what was going on, them being eight and nine. My oldest sister has always been wise beyond her years. I always said that she acted forty when she was only just starting college. anyway I have always wanted to ask her, her being the most aware of the situations at hand at the time, what she was thinking when she found out about me, and what she was feeling the day she met her baby brother for the first and probably last time, as far as she knew. I was more curious about her reaction because she was the most aware. even though she was only nine at the time, knowing her she was probably acting about thirteen. the younger of my two older sister often tells me how after she met me at the hospital she went back to school wearing the mask, and playing it off like she forgot that it was on the whole time cause she wanted to show her awesome mask off to her other class mates. that still brings me a smile. well, it's getting late, I better get going.

-Thanks for reading Something Jason